Haven’t done anything yet for baby and it just hit me why...

My husband has been trying to talk to me about getting the nursery set up and just baby prepping in general - as we have done nothing so far.

I keep procrastinating and have zero urge to nest. I just realized I am not wanting to do anything to get ready for another baby (I have a two year old) bc mentally m just not ready for this baby to be here and actually preparing and visually seeing stuff get done means this baby is coming soon.

Feeling stressed not excited over here. Anyone else freaking out a bit??