i feel like a bad person

so today is my 17th birthday and i’m really happy ab that. but it’s also my schools graduation day so all of my friends, most of whom are seniors, are celebrating with their families who came to visit and celebrate them graduating. and i just feel sad cause i’m not doing anything special today, just going to graduation to watch my friends gradate and bc it’s part of my grade for my band class and idk i just feel bad cause i want to hang out with my friends on my birthday and all that and i kinda wish graduation wasn’t today. and i feel bad for saying that but everyone is so focused on graduation, like it doesnt even feel like my birthday and idk. i just needed to rant and so yeah....idk what else to say or where i was going with this. so have a nice day everyone