Am I a crazy???

The boyfriend wants to go to a strip club for the first time, “just to experience it”.

This makes me so sad. Idk why, but it honestly brakes my damn heart. In this state strippers are required to get completely nude. Is it crazy for me to feel so crazy about this? It makes me wanna cry every time I even think about it.

I know they can’t touch the strippers, it’s just the fact that he’s gonna be wanting them and their bodies in that moment. I keep thinking he will in the future end up having sex with me, and think about the strip club to get off...I know I’m thinking too much about it. But damn.

I’ve got some real body issues too, so it really doesn’t help that he’s gonna get to go look at all the hot, thin, curvy naked women. It just hurts all over to think about it...am I being crazy?!!?