Sometimes I randomly feel empty and alone. Like people don’t care about me or my feelings. Especially my family. My family isn’t a bad family or anything. It’s just that sometimes my dad gets mad because me and my siblings aren’t doing some of our chores or we did t do them correctly and says that we never do anything or we always mess something up. He acts like we never do anything right. I work the hardest out of my other two siblings (who are younger than but; not that it matters) and when he acts like we are always that problem it irritates me. I’ve started doubting myself more often and take the blame even when it’s not my fault because sometimes it actually does feel like my fault. Because of that, I don’t enjoy some of stuff that I used to enjoy and I feel like I have to pretend to be happy. What makes it worse is that sometime my dad makes me feel so ungrateful of what i have even though I try my best to show my appreciation. I know that there are others who have to fight harder than I do and have less than me and that i shouldn’t feel this way. I just feel really worthless. Is that weird or am I just being dramatic?