Divorcing after infertility

Chelsea • 25. Unsuccessfully ttc for 6yrs for #1 and had 2 losses before divorcing my ex husband. 👼👼 1st mc 5-2-16. 2nd mc 10-23-17 And 2 mc's since the divorce 3rd mc 09-26-19 July 2020

So after 6 years of marriage and ttc the entire 6 years and 2 miscarriages, my husband and I have seperated and are going to divorce.. many factors have led us to this decision but it is what is best.. I am only 25 and have only 1 ovary but other then that my dr couldnt find anything wrong with either of us it was truly unexplained infertility. My biggest fear is now that I'm on a new path that may never have children.. I realize I am relatively young but it's just a fear that I have. Now obviously I'm not going out on a date tomorow or any time soon but I'm really questioning as to whether I should go on birthcontrol or not? I've never been on birthcontrol. And obviously if I got pregnant at any time in my life I would be over joyed and considering the struggles I've went through I'm just not sure what to do. :( I dont particular just wanna have a baby with someone just because I want a baby. I want to hopefully one day have a family... I am also afraid that my babies I have lost wont be remembered and will eventually just be forgotten.. my struggle Is still real and i still want a baby so bad but clearly it's just not in the cards right now.. I just have so many things going through my head at this point any and all advice would be helpful whether it's on birthcontrol, babies in the future, divorce process, seperation, the loss of my babies.. anything