3rd miscarriage

♥🌟Kerri🌟♥
Hello Ladies, I just suffered my third miscarriage on Saturday. I can't seem to keep myself from crying. I have a drs appt tomorrow to get checked over to make sure all the tissue has passed. I feel so lost and empty. My husband wants to be there for me but he doesn't quite know how to. He doesn't want to bring it up and get me all upset. He told me this morning that when I am ready he is there and just held me before he left for work. That's all I needed. He wants to try again but doesn't want to until I am mentally and physically up to it. He wants to wait till I am completely ok. I am paranoid at the thought of trying again, but I want it so bad. Am I contradicting myself?