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So I’m 8 months pregnant and have recently found out that my now ex had been cheating on me the whole way through my pregnancy, after being treated like shit for so long I know I just have to cut ties and let that baggage go.

I’m going through a wave of emotions to a point where I’m so depressed I’m thinking that I never should of had this baby and how I’d give anything to turn back time, I feel so selfish for thinking that way but his actions have made me feel so low that I don’t even want to be a mother anymore. I love her so much already and I know I have to get myself out of this mindset before she gets here because I really am blessed to have her as I was told I couldn’t have any

Is it normal to feel this way after a breakup or should I seek help from a doctor, I’m scared about getting postnatal depression.

Please no judgement I’m having a hard time as is