Reality is kicking in😩

As I get closer to my first baby’s due date Aug 7th, I can’t help but start getting anxious. 😩

Of course I am worried about labor and delivering but it’s the after that I am wayyyyy more anxious about. I just want to be a good mama 💕and raise my boy to be a good man 💙and keep him safe from all the craziness of this world but also want him to grow up not scared and able to take care of himself and his future family. Gees I know it’s like years from now but I can’t help but think about those things. Ahhhhh