You denied your flaws, most of the time you blamed me for some of the arguments and disagreements we had. You keep gaslighting me just like you did during the entire relationship.

So thank you for breaking up with me on Christmas and for making my birthday and unforgettable one with your silent treatments. Silent treatment that lasted until I couldn’t take it anymore and asked you to come get your stuff and part ways.

You LEFT and came back three months later... What for ? To take revenged ? To make me feel like I don’t deserve something better ? To fall for you again when you don’t know what you want ? I know what LOVE it’s and means and I can count the times you made me feel lovable... You know why ? Because I kept those times in my hearth and I always wished they were many more like that.

I chased your love, affection and attention. I worked really hard to have a better relationship. Worked things out. Find solutions to the problems. Not go mad at bedtime. Begged you not to leave and you did. Communicate with you on so many ways but I failed !!! I failed to myself and that’s what hurts the most .....

PS... I need so much support and encouraging words from all of my glow ladies 💜