helppp

(i’m 14) so i’ve orgasmed from humping a pillow, but for some reason, every time i’ve tried orgasming through rubbing my clit it’s been very underwhelming. the feeling is kind of uncomfortable and boring, and when it feels really intense, it’s so intense i have to stop and i don’t even orgasm. any tips?

also i haven’t gotten off to penetration from things around my house that i’ve used like a dildo (ex. hairbrush handle)

tbh i’m worried that i’ll only get off to dry humping with a guy in the future and that makes me kinda :( because i just want the experience everyone else gets :/