So scared!!

I have already lost two daughters this and last year due to an incompetent cervix. I am pregnant again and 5 weeks today. Once I'm 12 weeks, my doctor say I need to go to the doctor and prepare for a cervical cerclage and I am beyond nervous hoping my child makes it to 12 weeks along. If I can make it, my baby will be okay and I won't have to worry about anymore stillbirths. Please pray! I'm just so stressed lately and haven't been trying to but I'm more worried than anything about this surgery.