Goodbye love

I loved you for 2 years.. and now its time to say goodbye.

I did my best to make it work. But I dont think I can anymore. And im moving away soon and its just best we break up. I love you. I never wanted our relationship to come to this. You've just been gone. Not interested unless it benefited you. Id beg you and beg you for some time. And you'd get annoyed. I annoy you. I beg and beg for you to talk to me. Ask whats wrong. Tell you im here for you. But you can't. I beg and beg that you go into work because we need the money. But you wouldnt. And I did the best I could. Working overtime because you didnt even want to work 20 hours. I beg and beg for help. Im not okay. Our relationship is falling apart and working graveyard now. Im exhausted. You wont help with chores or spend time with me. Im lonely and overworked and exhausted. And I can't do it anymore. I need help. I can't stop crying. You dont want to talk about anything. I overwhelm you. You dont know what to say.

And I need to do whats best for me. I gave it all til its broken me. Til I cant stay up crying anymore because we can't stop fighting. We can't do anything without one of us screaming at eachother.

Its time to say goodbye.

You were my first kiss. My first love. When we were just 14.

We fell in love again at 17 and I lost my virginity to you.

I honestly thought we could be married one day.

Now 19. And I have to break up with you. I dont know how to keep living like this. Like its okay to be miserable together. To start to hate you. I don't want to. At one point you made me the happiest person.

Things change. I dont know how you dont hate me. Maybe you will.

My heart is broken. Broken because I cant stay with you anymore. And im so sorry.

Were different people. We arent at the same place in our lives. Care about different things. And we make eachother miserable.

Goodbye my love.