This uk justice system it is really sad in truly

I'm not with this person it's been over for 9 months but it is out of this world what happen read my story

So the justice system ant as good as it use to be in fact I don't think it's ever been good so here is my story and this ant about pay back on my ex or anything like that it about making people awear of domestic abuse emotionally physically and mentally any way let's get to my story well I got with my ex about 4 years ago and he was nice at first and then about a year in to the relationship he turnt first time he turnt it was because I said no to doing the tablets he dragged me by my hair to the hallway door to try and make me do it well u thought I would of learnt to just leave but u think it just going to happen the once well I was wrong he kept doing it over and over again but it wasn't an every day thin it was nearly every 3 months then every time I tried to leave he kept using he going to kill himself on me use to send pitches of knives to me saying he going to use them on himself or come round and hurt my family and u no what that's why I didn't leave because I would rather me hurt than my family because my family was my world anyway people kept trying to get me out but it was the thought of what he would do to my family that kept me going back I couldn't say no to things because I no he would hurt me use to mainly had to do what he wanted if he wanted me home I had to be home he gone for my mum threatened to throw my twin nieces out the window well anyway I was staying round my mums and he came round kicked off in front of my nieces and nephew my nephew that is 8 phoned the police saying I don't want my auntie zoe to die there is so many other things that he has done I woke him up one morning because his mum came up he grabbed me bye the throat and hit my head against the door glass window must of been about 4/5 times I couldn't breathe properly let's continue he then came round my mums another time he kept threatening to kill my dog well he moved to another sofa and he kept playing with a knife hitting against the basket well I turnt and said I will call my mum he turnt and threatened to throw it at my head anyway my mum came home from work my dog was sat next to him he grabbed my dog around her throat me and my mum manage to get him off then he stabbed himself in the neck mainly because I didn't do what he wanted well there is loads more but to much to even write it down as it will be like a book and you may think it isn't doing any harm to your family it is but in there mind of worrying sick and as I said this ant about pay back it's about warning people about domestic abuse because u never no really who a person is and as soon as they have u under there arm they switch up and maybe everyone should check back ground even if you haven't been through it it's easy to get in a relationship but as soon as they change they switch up it so much harder I don't even have to name the person as everyone new who my ex is the shameful thing is that he got of lite even tho he only threatened to self harm when I said I was gonna leave or when he hit me because of the guilt well now I'm moving on I have all I need my family and I have a new partner that will never do anything to hurt me and respects me and they have supported me though everything even when I tried to push them away because of everything that I went though but I thank them so much for being there for me even tho I can't come and see you as often as I like I will still try as much as I can now I'm moving on it it's time to forget any bad and build with good memories but please get people past checked even if you haven't been though it it better to be safe than sorry