so upset!

small rant: how come everyone can get pregnant so easily without even trying? my friend is so unprepared for a baby and wasn’t trying and she’s just found out she’s 7 weeks. granted i haven’t been trying trying for a while because my doctor basically said i can’t without her help. it’s just so frustrating seeing her get everything i’ve been dreaming of for years.

yes i am happy for her, but she’s even said she wasn’t ready. it’s just so hard.