BFP- Third time’s the charm?

After an 8-week miscarriage in Sept 2018, and a 5-week miscarriage in May 2019, I am losing hope (and my mind). We know my husband has low count, low motility, and high abnormalities and we are trying to see a fertility specialist. Today is 9DPO and I’ve been testing everyday since 5DPO (did I mention I was losing my mind?). We’ve been trying to conceive for 2 years and 10 months so I’m done messing around.

This morning (9DPO) I took my Easy @ Home (I’m not made of money, but it’s an addiction people) and I thought I saw something...

I wrestled with myself about using the sacred FRER and finally decided “f*** it” and there it was everyone, plain as day-

Feeling a little nauseous (from fear, not the pregnancy) and just hoping and praying that the third time is the charm!

Thank you to anyone who read this crazy woman’s rant. And thank you to this group for being a soft place to land when I was struggling, and a safe place to rejoice 😊🌈