Scared of getting a C section

So im pregnant of 7 months and requesting on getting the c section. Doctors recommended, because due to me having a tilted uterus/ being scared of natural birth/me having anxiety ... idk if i can really push my kid out.....even with epidural idk.. so ill just take the easy way out and do c sectionsssss...does it hurt more???, am i drugged up the whole time or awake