UGHHH

I'm getting so down on myself and upset. When I post symptoms to see if anyone else has similar symptoms during pregnancy, I feel the outcome is the opposite. I'm so worried we didn't conceive. Not only do we KNOW we are ready for our family but my husband is deploying soon. When I say soon I really mean this was our LAST cycle to conceive our rainbow baby. So it makes me really sad and down when I feel like we won't get our chance again until several months from now. Our miscarriage was heartbreaking. We were so anxious waiting for our BFP and a beautiful baby that we can hold in our arms and it was taken from us in a blink of an eye. I thought we were out for the count before we received our BFP last pregnancy and I'm truly hoping that's the case again now because as much as I want to stay positive especially enjoying our last days together and saying see you later again to my amazing husband, it's just hard. 😔 Please God bless us and all other TTC families with healthy sticky babies ✨✨✨