I feel miserable!

While this is always what I've wanted I feel so miserable. I've been nauseous with headaches for over three weeks now and I'm so emotional. Everything in the city feels so overwhelming right now: traffic, noises, smells. I'm a preschool teacher and am making it through my days although I feel sick and have been too tired to keep up my normal gym routine that I've had for years. I feel fat and am breaking outand generally just feel disgusting! I don't think my husband can understand how I feel and I feel like I'm a miserable person to be around. I can't believe women go through this all the time! I've wanted a baby more than anything for years. This sucks! Just had to vent. Now off to another long day taking care of children. 😣😨