kinda insecure now

so this guy was telling me about how much he wanted to eat me out before we hooked up and i’ve never done that before so i was like rlly nervous but like lowkey excited. Anyways the three times we hooked up after that he didn’t eat me out so now i’m like 🥴 is my couchie ugly? Did i smell? cuz like he was fingering me but like ... idkk maybe it’s cuz all three times we hooked up we only had like an hour before my parents got home LOL. anyways girlies tell me what u think please 🥺