I just need to vent , no judgement please

I can’t take it anymore , my daughter is an embarrassment everywhere we go , I always get the mean stares and annoyed looks from people because my daughter screams and cries like someone is really killing her in public. And she doesn’t stop . She will cry and cry and we always have to end up leaving everywhere early . I’m embarrassed , depressed , and I really wanna freaking cry....Even at home she’s crying 80 percent of the time. I just wanna explode....I hate feeling this way towards my daughter but at this point , I’m just trying to get out of the house more and do activities with her and it always ends up a total disaster. This is why I stay home honestly . Im scared to take her anywhere because I know how it’s going to end up. Every . Single. Time . I can feel myself slipping back into depression, and I cannot take it anymore . I’m about to lose my shit