I’m confused about my sexuality like is it normal for straight women to think this way?

I’m attracted to men but idk

Women are just naturally goddesses and I adore them. I adore and appreciate femininity, the softness, scent of us. I want to kiss them all over and make them moan and it sorta in a way turns me on?? I start looking at certain women, who I may find pretty to look at, and think “I wonder what her v tastes like, it must be lovely”

There’s certain girls I want to fool around with like a VERY specific type but not really attracted to many. I find men attractive but sexually, it’s iffy. I can see myself dating a guy long term but sex is just eh to me. I get lovestrucked and hyper around men I think are cute which are MANY but ugh...I’m so confused.

Help?