Hoe phase

I’m tempted to have a hoe phase, to give up on relationships and stop trying so hard to make them work. I have a tendency of picking abusers, users, and giving my all to these people only for them to leave me within 5-6 months. I don’t know how much more my heart can take. I’ve been trying to put myself back out there but my heart isn’t in it anymore, almost as if it’s scared to feel for anyone again.

I’ve been thinking that maybe no strings attached would be good for me... but I don’t know...