Do you guys think about adoption

Hi ladies

So we have been trying for past one year and I am already 34 years old. Finally got recommendation with letrozole

I was always the kind of girl who wasn’t into marriage and kids and stuff !

Then when I was 28, got married and by the time I turned 32 started craving for a baby of my own.

Sometimes I think is it societal pressure that made me to change (my ethnicity is Indian and elderlies back home can get really nasty if you are 30+ and no kids). My husbands aunts have literally scolded me as if it’s my fault.

I also think that I am a really irresponsible sort of person not sure how I will be able to keep up with such regular doc visits /scans with the treatment.

Why not to go for adoption and save the hassle. I have irregular periods since I was 13 and I feel that God doesn’t want me to have my kids and I am fighting against all odds to have one.

Does anyone else resonate with such thoughts ?