Why do I look like this?!?

I suffered from an eating disorder a year ago and since have been gaining weight again, I’m fifteen and I am 5 ‘7ft I’ve been going to the gym everyday and eating healthy recently because I hate how my weight has balanced out and I feel generally terrible about my appearance altogether. I’m starting high school in a month and I want to look good so I can make friends and with how I look now I don’t think anyone will even want to look at me. Do I look ugly, or disgusting, what do you think when you see this? Please be honest