Feeling lost & confused...

Me & my husband met in March, got engaged 8 weeks later & married in August all of 2016. It was fast. We both felt that strong for one another. We now have a 9 month old. We have been through a lot the last 3 years... won’t go into all of that. We’ve both said we don’t know if we would have gotten married had we not rushed into it like we did (which makes me sad). But I truly do love him, he’s my husband & father of my baby boy. I don’t like to think about us apart. Recently he has told me he doesn’t see himself wanting more kids.. ever. He feels very sure of that. Our baby hasn’t been the easiest- has had allergies & such. But we had mentioned when we met we wanted 3, at least 2. I know I want at least one more.. not anytime soon, but I do want another. He also tells me he wants to live in a different state/city than I do. We didn’t talk in detail about that really & now it’s like we wants totally different things. We’ve talked about this, he knows I want to be near family. But I don’t feel there’s any compromise on his end. He is in residency & tells me “I can’t get a good job like I want in those places” etc...i didn’t go through all this school to not work where I want. I do understand that & want him to find a job he’ll enjoy, but I feel like it’s more of an excuse. He even said “I’m sorry, but I’m not going to live there just so you can be near family/friends.” It’s hurtful to hear. He knows that. I’m just so confused, hurting, I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I feel like I’m being pushed away almost. I don’t want a divorce I really don’t esp with our baby :( I just don’t know I how we’ll ever get through this & find a compromise. Needing prayers 🙏🏼❤️