My heart feels heavy

I always always always tell my child's father not to fall asleep with the baby on the couch, he is an extremely heavy sleeper and it's not a safe place for him, plus I'm trying to get him used to his crib more since me and his father haven't been getting along and I refuse to fight in front of him so I want him in his own area. Well I just woke up at 2:30am and I just felt like something was wrong it was like I woke up and my stomach dropped right away, so I get up and walk out to the living room to find this asshole asleep, sitting up, beer in hand and I dont even see the baby but I just know hes over there so I run over and I see my 8 month old baby's head stuck between the couch and the foot rest, covered in blankets and his father's foot is on top of all of that. When I tell you I grabbed him faster than I ever grabbed something and just started crying when I felt his arms wrap around me... I have never been so upset or scared in my life and I feel so furiously mad at his father.