I’m struggling. I really want to have my own children and I have for a while, but at the same time, I don’t like kids. I’ve been around kids and they all make me uncomfortable, I have a weird thing about kids hugging me and being affectionate towards me. But if I have my own children, will this change? I don’t want to jump into parenthood with my partner if I’m going to have this feeling towards kids forever. Will this change if I have my own babies?