How to accept his apology ....

I’m so angry. My boyfriend and I “share” a car, because I had to sell mine to move with him away for work and now we are back home.

Well I’m pregnant and every dr appointment I have I have to find a ride cause he’s at work. When I haven’t been able to find a ride I ask him if I can take him to work and the first time he said no straight up cause he wanted to GO TO LUNCH. I would have taken him lunch. He ended up just skipping work that day cause he didn’t feel good so he was able to take me but that’s beside the point.

Now tomorrow I have another appointment and I can’t find a ride, everyone is busy so I ask him if I can just take him to work then and pick him up and he tells me no again “cause he wants to be able to take HIS car to work”

I finally snapped and said I shouldn’t have to ask 10 people before I ask you anyways. When I have something to do it should just be I’m taking you to work cause I need the car and that’s that. But we had this exact conversation last time and yet he still told me no. I told him I was fucking done relying on him or anyone else and to buy me a bus pass because my appointments are now weekly as I’m towards the end and I am starting a new job (yes this far into my pregnancy, my other job went out of business at 20 weeks, now 30 weeks) and I obviously wouldn’t be able to drop him off and pick him up and use the car for work so to just buy me a fucking bus pass so this conversation never has to be had again and I can get my own car. This has happened multiple other times as well just not over my doctors appointments but those are most significant cause those are important to mine and babies health.

I went and sat in the living room for a couple hours and came to bed I was crying and he hugged me and apologized and said I could take him to work whenever and he was sorry and he understands why I’m so sad about it and he would feel the same but that I’m always welcome to take him and use the car.

But I’m still so mad about being told no this many times in the first place that I’m having a hard time just forgiving him. I’m in the mindset of having to take the bus and I’m not waking up and taking him tomorrow.

Should I just forgive him and accept his apology?? Ugh fuck!!!