Making me hate my baby/pregnancy

I have anxiety and depression. I have been trying really hard to work with all of my doctors/ nurses. My psychiatrist refuses to work with me and do my meds since I have become pregnant. They told me to stop my medications. Then the nurses told me to start them after I went through withdrawls etc. Now my baby nurse doesn't want to prescribe my meds anymore because she doesn't want to deal with it. She told me to go to my primary dr pr to ask my psychiatrist. My primary dr doesnt know anything about andiety/depression or pregnant women so idk why they would want her to prescribe them. Then they said they will try to look for another psychiatrist. I'm over it. It seems they do not care about my mental health. My psychiatrist even said me getting pregnant was a super bad idea & that I should have thought more about it. All of this has pushed me to my breaking point. I'm depressed, angry and I just give up. I don't want to go to any more appointments. Not even for the baby

I just feel like what's the point? They're basically saying my baby is the reason my mental health is going to crap :(