I don’t know what to do

Hello ladies I’m coming here because I don’t have anyone else to go to with this....

My boyfriend has my location, he knows the password on my cellphone and he has all of the username/passwords to my social media accounts. Well, this afternoon he hugged me as usual as soon as he got home from work. Planted a kiss on my lips then we went inside my house. I heated up food for him, served his plate, made him a glass of tea and finally sat down to enjoy my food with him.

He goes through my text messages, internet history and YouTube viewing history routinely. I reached out to grab his phone and noticed he texted his sister about her vape. I felt let down because he’d promised me he’d stop vaping. IDC if vaping isn’t bad. Not keeping your word is bad. So I did tell he made me upset. He didn’t say sorry he didn’t say I won’t do it again he ignored me.

I delete my text messages because they either are not interesting and are of work or are spam. He’s upset because I have a coworker that texted me he was heading to the office. He accuses me of talking to my co worker. I’m not in any way, shape form or fashion cheating on him or being unfaithful. I tried to explain that and he didn’t want to hear me/told me then why are you deleting your messages and pulled away from me. Took his phone and put it in his front pocket.

I explained once again that there is nothing going on. He pulled away from me. I asked him for his phone he said no. I tried to get it from him and he wouldn’t let me. What I’ve learned from my parents relationship is that if your partner is accusing you of any wrongdoing 9 times out of 10 they’re the ones doing the wrong.

He continued to watch The soccer game and disregarded my feelings. I felt heartbroken that he’d pull away from me and try his best to keep his phone out of my reach. I walked him to his truck after the soccer game was over and he told me he loved me and good night. He side hugged me and tried to give me a kiss but I turned my head so it would land on my cheek. I wasn’t done speaking to him and I tried to make my feelings known. He apologized for his actions after I told him it wasn’t okay and brought up why I was deleting my messages.

He also told me that it seems like I’m

Hiding something which isn’t true. I sat in his truck because I wanted to speak longer with him and communicate about how I was feeling and how in the wrong he is. He told me to please leave that he had to get up early tomorrow morning. I told him no please I want to speak to you a little longer. You weren’t paying attention to me when you were watching the game and he told me to get out of his truck in a very serious stern voice. I got off. Closed the door and started walking toward my room. I could feel a hard ball in my throat, my eyes start to sting and my heart start to ache. I heard him say from his car window. Goodnight, I love you. I didn’t say anything back.

All I want is to be loved and to be respected.

What should I do.