I can't even

So my husband and I just found out that I'm pregnant maybe, 4 miscarriages and 2 chemical in 5 years I'm not getting excited yet.

Anyway the problem is he was recently let go from his job, he has severance till the end of the year so he's thinking of not working until then. Like not even looking for a job AT ALL until the money is out. He wants to go back to school instead he doesn't know what for and has no real focus or reasoning. We have insurance through his job so we will lose it at the end of the year I'm trying to not freakout about this but it's really hard not to.

Sorry super long.

Also husband has three certifications and a bachelor's degree he doesn't use because the jobs don't "fulfill" him.