I don't really know what my question is, I just feel like I need to get this out to a place where people will understand. I've had 3 recurrent miscarriages, recently discovered LPD, been TTC for about a year, taking over 10 supplements a day, tracking BBT, cut out caffeine, slowly losing weight. I am... absolutely.... exhausted, and sick of this all. Every AF is like a kick in the stomach. I'm seriously considering just giving up. I don't know how you ladies do this for years, you are clearly much stronger than me. And now, today, I'm due AF and apart from sore boobs, acne, and super mild cramps, I don't even have spotting. Absolutely nothing. I usually have a little something a day or two before. Got a BFN 2 days ago, took a test cause I couldn't put my finger on it but I just felt, different. Now I feel like I'm driving myself crazy waiting a day or two to take a test or get AF. If this is another negative, I just don't think I can take it anymore. How do you guys do this....