Help / advice needed

Hello. Myself and my husband have been TTC for almost 20 months now. We haven’t been at it like rabbits each month due to my severe depression & anxiety. We got married almost a year ago and just after that, we sought fertility advice.

We both had tests and it turns out it is me that is the issue: I have less follicles than I should. My husband already has two kids so this means we are not eligible for a free round of IVF. (Don’t get me started on how that feels 💔).

We cannot afford IVF and we are already early 30s. Every time I see a pregnant person or a baby I get an awful physical pain in my heart. I feel a sadness like no other. It’s heartbreaking.

I wondered if anyone had any suggestions for fertility boosts / support I might access?

Thank you in advance 🖤