Feeling bad about myself

This isn’t a bragging post this is a serious post so please don’t be nasty. I wish I didn’t even have to add that.

I’m 17 weeks and 2 days and just feeling gross about myself. I feel like I look so wide and huge. I started at 114 pounds and I’m now at about 120. I’m pretty petite so any weight gain on me shows up immediately. But I don’t really have a belly yet so I feel like I just look like I’ve been gaining weight. Obviously I will gain whatever I need to gain for baby to be healthy but I am just not feeling so good about myself. I have continued to work out about 3 times a week to try to maintain strength and muscle.

I also have a stepchild who’s mother is very hostile. She’s not very nice and I’m sure she’s been judging me and how much weight I’ve gained cause she was tiny when she was pregnant with her second child. I know I shouldn’t worry about what she or anybody thinks but I can’t help it.