Feeling weird

I’m 9dpo yesterday I felt some pain in my right ovary area, not cramping but like pinchy. Now let me tell you, I am NOT a chocolate person and I ate like 6 pieces of chocolate (the kind you melt down to dip berries in) and today, man oh live I have cried 3 times for NO reason. I do NOT pms ever. I don’t get moody and I don’t cramp. I know I could be abnormally pmsing. But, wouldn’t it be nice if I was pregnant with my rainbow? Holding out on testing until I miss my period this time. I’m beyond tired of bfn’s or false positive on those dumb blue dye tests. Had our missed mc in January. Fingers crossed. Also I would love to stop crying (like ugly Kim k crying) for no reason 🙃