Online exotic modeling

Hello everyone, I have an issue I kinda need help with. I’m currently in a very toxic family situation and I really want to relocate away from them. Knowing that money will be tight, I am really considering getting into online modeling if you know what I mean. I have a high sex drive that I really don’t indulge in because I’m also a Christian. I feel like I shouldn’t be even considering it but in the back of my mind, I keep thinking what if? What are y’alls opinions?