Sadness

I always see post about woman crying cause they cant have a kid and I always kept my feelings in and said that wont be me ...tonight that was me I'm crying my eyes out I just turned 29 and still cant have a baby the best thing is I have the best husband in the world .as he hugged me I just couldnt help but cry I'm 3 days late with a bfn I just think being a mother isn't for me it hurts but I am not holding my breath I'm pregnant this time ....sorry I just had to vent