Being pregnant

This morning I get blame about that am going to kill the baby inside of me for not eating well I feel like I get blame for everything like my boyfriend don’t know how I feel about this pregnancy he thinks that I don’t care about the baby like I do it’s just am thinking when the baby Comes will everything change between me and him because he is saying that he don’t want to be with me anymore and this is his first child 👶 and he always saying that am feeling depressed then I get get blame for not been the right one to have kid