...idk what to do...

Lately I haven’t been eating the same ....I eat so little now.. it kinda scares me. And idk my energy is so low and I don’t sleep and I feel so emotionally and physically drained. All I wanna do is get high and forget what’s going through my head. It makes me sad thinking about the person I’m turning into .... I auto be so happy and all and now ...I just put a front so people don’t ask questions. And 😂 I like a person ngl they make me a lil more happy than I am but idk I’m scared shits not gonna go right. Especially since I’m so idk how to put it in words but I’m not myself at times. Then again it can be me over thinking everything :// it doesn’t matter.