Why do I have the hardest baby in the world

I see everyone posting about them loving the newborn stage that they don’t want the babies to get any bigger and their babies are sleeping so great and I feel like I’m just hating the newborn stage because she screams so much in the evenings I dread when is starting late in the day cause I know she’s about to start screaming for 2 to 3 hours in the night is going to be so long I hate the newborn stage.

My baby is so difficult and it’s just getting worse 😭😭😭😭😭