Calling all moms with a boy!!

Hi everyone,

I just found out I am having a boy and am feeling extremely anxious and not really connected to the baby during this pregnancy. I am on medication and am seeing a therapist. I have a daughter who I absolutely love and adore more than anything but to be honest after having her I always hoped my next child would be another girl as being a girl mom has been the most amazing experience of my life. I am truthfully terrified about having a son. i see 8 year old and 9 year old boys in public and feel nothing for example plus their clothes and hair styles aren’t as appealing. I know I am being critical and I am trying to change so please no judgement. Please share with me your experiences with having a boy. Bonus points if you have an older daughter and a younger son. Tia!