relationship help....

i dont really have anyone to talk about this to anyone but i need some help on how i’m feeling about my relationship with my boyfriend and my outside friends. we have been dating for over two years now but ever since a i’ve noticed something big in our relationship, i haven’t felt the exact same when we started dating. gosh it’s such a long story so if anyone is willing to reach out and help sort out and possibly give me some advice , that would be so great. thank you to anyone who read this far ❤️