No idea if this is the right group for this.

I’m 14, I’m 4’11, and 170 lbs. just with that information alone I’m over weight, but I have D cups and a bubble butt, slight hourglass shape and HUGE thighs. With that I’m considered ‘thick/thicc’. I’m not skinny, but not crazy fat. I’m that awkward line in between. I hate my body, even though I get so many compliments from other girls, them saying I have the perfect body while I’m wishing for theirs. The girl I have a crush on says if I was skinny I’d look weird, which I disagree with. I have so much anxiety over my appearance, I don’t want to go out unless I’m wearing something at least somewhat flattering. I can’t wear baggy clothes like I want because then I look bigger. I know, I shouldn’t worry about this, I’m only 14, but I’m only getting bigger even though I do cardio. I hate what I look like, and I’ve been anorexic before because of it.