I Miss Him ❤💔😭😭😑

I cant believe it's been 3 months since I have last spoken to you, to hear your voice, see your smile, and hear your laugh. I miss you. I never thought I would have to say goodbye so soon to a daughters first love, her father. See my father recently passed away JUNE 20 2019. Before he passed we were talking about his grandson, my boy that is 7 years old. Then I joked want another grandchild i laughed🤣🤣. My dad said yeah I do and smiled. My jaw dropped 🤔🤪. Okay I said dad we will see. Later in the month we talked about baby names if it was a boy or if it was a girl. My father named my son. His passing was sudden. It broke my soul and hurt my son deeply, he loves his grandpa. I am such a daddy's girl and my boy would always run into his grandpa's arms. A month after his funeral July 20th 2019 I woke up sick and had a strong sense of smell. With all the hard ship and loss I thought it was just stress from lack of almost everything. To my surprise I was pregnant 🥰🥰👼. I thanked the lord and my father.😇🙏🙏. The pregnancy is viable.😭😭😭😭❤❤❤😇😇😍😍😍😍😘😘🤗🤗 today August 20 2019 I went in for my appointment and ultrasound I am 7 weeks 4 days heartbeat 135😍😭😭. My son is excited and happy to be having a sibling and I am truly blessed thanking god. I prayed to my dad and thanked him as well. I'm due in April 2020. I truly miss you dad 😥😭❤💔💔 but I know you will be watching over us. God and my dad gave my son and I a happy home once more. Looking forward to the brighter days to come. 😁👼👩‍👦‍👦💕💕