The month of September

So I decided to take a break from "baby making" for a month. I didn't record anything, I didn't get on glow, and I didn't have sex just to make a baby. People say that you shouldn't try so hard so this last month that is what I did. Every time a baby thought crept up I pushed it back down. I felt really good about it and felt like my husband and I connected again. We had fun with sex instead of always having babies on our minds. But here we are a month later and AF has shown her face. So here I am back on glow, back to recording, and back to thinking about babies as much as I want to. I tried it people. ...but it didn't work.