I dont feel pregnant anymore 😂 just bitter

I’m so miserable, and have been for like two months now. And I have been so excited for this baby, still am, BUT: I’m like salty about not having met my baby yet 😂 like I feel her move, talk to her, definitely feel pregnant. I just am bitter as hell that I still have weeks left 😒 I’m 37 weeks and I will have my c section in two weeks now, but I just have lost the excitement of constantly thinking about baby and how cute she’ll be and looking forward to finally seeing her and loving her, she’s like never going to come out 🤦🏼‍♀️ two weeks might as well be another year! This is my fourth child so it’s very frustrating knowing what joy awaits and having to wait and wait and wait ON TOP of being miserable 💯 is there a baby in there? I don’t even know(I do)! I just want her out and earth-side! let’s goooooooo it’s time to show me it’s all been worth it! Patience is GONE!