Getting back into church and my faith

I feel like I’ve fallen off of the track I was on. I have always been deeply religious and in the last few years, I’ve struggled with my faith. I’m not sure why. I’ve dealt with domestic violence and other hardships. I’m trying my best to go back to church and get connected into a community. Funny story, is that I went on Bumble to find a date and ended up finding a friend who wants to go to church with me. We have some similarities and I just thought, “Wow, this is so God.” I’m disappointed in myself and that I’ve been off track for this long. I guess I’m posting for a bit of encouragement to come back to my faith. I’m so ashamed of my sins and sometimes I wonder how God can forgive me. I hope this is the start of a new and improved me.