Frustrating

My husband and I have been trying over 3 years

No luck nothing I’m normally happy for anyone and everyone because I know some day will be our turn

And I already have a beautiful 9 year old daughter

But today I was angry

My ex (daughters dad ) calls me to discuss some thing and tells me his girlfriend is pregnant how it wasn’t planned how he didn’t want another kid that he wants his girlfriend to think about Abortion

Iv never been so angry about an unplanned pregnancy

Im angry at the fact he was so careless if he didn’t want another kid

Yet me and my husband are about to be on other sides of the country from each other so we can afford

IVF

and still pay our bills

We have everything ready for our future baby we have good jobs great marriage awesome family support

It’s just so dam frustrating