Hurts

My heart hurts my ex boyfriend went behind my back the day after we decided to work everything out I offered to go to counseling to do anything I possibly could and he went behind my back Thursday I was served papers for custody of our child then he got home shortly after and ended it with me what’s worse is he won’t tell me when I’ve done wrong or why he’s decided to not work it out he just says it’s irrelevant to what’s going on

HOW IS IT IRRELEVANT how is this fair I understand life isnt but he’s trying to take my child I just want to punch him in the face omg sorry about the rant

UPDATE

i know this will be fucked up but I made a fake account and he talked to me he said he is no longer attractive our relationship was built on sex and the only reason he stayed was because I got pregnant