I feel bad saying this because I know some people want to feed but can’t. But it’s so not what I thought it would be. I feel like my baby is attached to me constantly. And honestly I don’t like the sensation of it. I had a breast enlargement 3 years ago and it’s effected the feeling in my breasts. I can hardly feel anything or I’m super sensitive. And specially on the right breast when baby feeds it’s so uncomfortable and it tickles in a strange way. Creeps me out. I’m determined not to use bottles but at this moment sat here cluster feeding her at 1am I’m thinking bottles would be easier 😭